Live Your Life

This title was inspired by friend of mine. He posted it via Twitter and suddenly it came to mind to post something about it. So thanks, Mr. Praditya! :D

Most of us probably always think about.... "Why do we live? What is our purpose to live?"
At least, I have that in mind.

As I'm getting older, this question always be the big mark in my head. I live prosperously enough, I may say. I dont have a huge significant barrier on my way so far. I almost got everything I wanted, physically. Yes I am very grateful with this. But sometimes I just feel hollow.

Why?

I haven't figure out who I really am. I'm still looking for the stream that suitable for me. That comforting me. I still don't know what my desire actually is. Yes I wanna be someone who works in finance field or economic thingy. But honestly, I feel like I'm doing it because I need some good job to fulfill my daily needs, not for my own desire to satisfy my spiritual hunger. And no, this is not my parents' decision. In fact, they are very liberal parents. They let me to do anything I want.

One reason why I feel hollow, I figured, is because I haven't done any big achievement on my own. I know it sounds too cliche and unrealistic, considering I don't have any outstanding talent that I can show to the world.

Wrote all those stuffs, I still haven't find the right answer.

To find what life truly is. More than what it looks from the outside, from the narrow eyes and mind.

Thanks to read Folks :-)